Avenge your soul.

You know what happens then? 

You feel a a pressure on your throat. Somewhat like Sellick's Maneuver except instead of cricoid, you have pressure on your heart because it's getting over finally. 

You feel a sharp pain, a stabbing pain in your chest. Somewhat like Angina pectoris except the pathology is not in your myocardium, it's him who has been shouting on you for 10 minutes. 

You cry, you cry so bad that the tears keep trailing down your cheeks but you can't let a voice out because if you do, he is going to say, "Damn, you are crying again. Can't you just stop for a while and act a little mature? "

The same person who used to adore the fact that she, the girl who was buckled up and uptight in front of the world, let her guards down only in front of him.

You bleed out of your nose and almost all other orifice of your body. Because that's what happens if the stress in your head, hurt in your heart and scars on your soul don't get a way out. You body starts falling sick. You body stars to signal you to stop. To stop killing yourself slowly and steadily. 

That's all what happens when you fall in love with a person who doesn't know what love is. 

Who doesn't know what respect is. 

Someone who is Narcisstic. 

But something good comes out of it. 

Something great comes out of it. 

Just pause for a moment, and sit down with yourself and instead of questioning yourself about what your fault was or giving into your deepest & darkest insecurities, just pause for a moment. 

And in that moment, think about the fact that this very trauma has made you realize one big fact, that once your trust, commitments, heart, dedication, loyalty, availability, dignity, faith, love, promises and selflessness have been disrespected or taken advantage of. You have got nothing else to lose. 

That's the greatest thing about Hitting the Rockbottom, there is only one direction to go now, All way up! 

You can either change your nature and your goodness because you were wronged or you can stay sane and hit your goals by channelising all your anger. 

And if that person has an audacity to drag you to a point where you even think about giving up your goodness for a second, I really feel you should go for the second option for the vengeance. 

Avenge yourself, don't seek on having a revenge. 

Just avenge your soul. 

You deserve that. 

Your goodness deserves that. 

Your parents' kid deserve that.